Pam’s Book

Becoming is a book about spirituality to help encourage you as you develop your own spiritualism. In that spirituality is deeply personal and relational, this book uses my personal experiences to bring spirituality to life. At the end of each chapter, I’ve included activities to invite you to personalize this process. Spiritual living is characterized by creative chaos. Now, you might be very familiar with chaos, and there are times we all feel that chaos reigns. Comprehending creative chaos might be stretch for you. With creative chaos there are numerous things going on at the same time: however, these things are not destructive rather they are bringing growth and life. As creative chaos develops, you will experience what I like to call ‘aha moments’. Moments when the light finally dawns and things finally start making sense and connecting. A Montessori classroom can be a beautiful example of creative chaos. Your journey may or may not follow the order of this book, and that’s okay. You might discover additional components of spirituality that are important to your process. Each discovery is a wonderful celebration of God’s incredible gift of life. Claim it as you can, question it where you need to; breathe, struggle, challenge, live.”         – excerpt from preface

2012 USA Best Book Award Winner

2012 New York Book Festival Runner Up







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September 6, 2012

Format: HardcoverVerified Purchase
Well written in such a way that is easily understandable. The stories were incredible, this book absolutely spoke to my heart and validated my beliefs. I would highly recommend this book to anyone.
Buy the hardback,the cover artwork is beautiful!


Andrew Short

August 19, 2011

Format: Hardcover
Several journeys are portrayed in this book: a train journey that sets a new story in motion for the author’s life; a recovery journey from deep physical and emotional pain; a journey of the soul that moves into the becoming theme of the book. Written in a deeply personal mode that is invitational to the reader, this book is usable for persons seeking their own answers and for persons leading others on the spiritual pathway. Readers will discover a faith that is contemporary, caring, and aware of the world around the writer.
Dubious Disciple

September 25, 2012

Format: Hardcover

I struggled in deciding on a rating for this one. For myself, I’d give it three stars; I just didn’t relate well. It’s a short little book, and even at that, it seems to lose a bit of focus toward the end and perhaps could have been even shorter. But for others, who have shared more of the pain that Pamela has (both physical and emotional), the book will prove inspirational and comforting, worthy of a five-star ranking. I settled on a compromise of four stars.

Rev. Feeser is opinionated but gentle as she shares the wisdom of a life still Becoming. This is a book for the heart, not so much for the head … a bit different from the sort of book I usually review. Yet it was a pleasant break, sometimes even delightful … and sometimes disturbing. Like Job in the Bible, Pamela endured a lot under God’s watchful eye. Like Job, she simply could never give up on Him. While her understanding and picture of God evolved over time, her love for the One Who Loved Her Into Being grew only stronger … overcoming periods of darkness which found her railing in anger at Him. In her love-hate relationship with the Creator, love won by a landslide, and this shared love is clearly her comfort and strength today.

“Bottom line, God, it’s you and me. I know we can do it.”

Spiritual living is characterized by creative chaos, insists Rev. Feeser. Yet within that chaos, her escape was music and poetic verse. Music appears to have grounded her, given her stability in a world of chaos. Over and over she found God hiding in the notes and the controlled breathing of playing wind instruments (Spirit = breath of God). I mention this because for all the writing I do about God, I know so very little about Him, and I think that for one person at least … God is music. I’m glad Pamela found Him there; we should all be so lucky.

Carol Petrusky

July 15, 2016

Format: PaperbackVerified Purchase
Loved this book.

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